Friday, January 28, 2005

ada apa dgn johor

[Ada Apa Dgn Johor]

being a northern msia girl, this place is completely alien to me..i've found new stuff here

(attn:these 'new' stuff is new to me only..some ppl may go "ape la minah nie, itu pon x tau"..he3..but, seriously, saya x tau..)..
contoh nye..

mkn pisang goreng ade cicah sos..i asked huda n ina, my 2 johor hmates, "sos nie buat ape?aku bukan beli kropok lekor.." and my frens with kerut2 dahi kehairanan were like, "sos mkn dgn pisang goreng la.." kate mereka dgn pandangan as if i'm the last person on earth to know..he3..

then, comes the bakso..a type of food..i wanna try to eat it one day..n i mis-called it with some other weird name(yg i dont remember)..and again, my 2 johor frens (with the same expression, were like, "wat was dat??"..n i, realising dat i've mispronounce it had a very2 hard time to explain it(n very3 hard time to b laughed at after dat..he3..my mistake..or shall i say, my innocence??hu3..)

next, is my own confusion with places in johor..see, if u wanna go to kompleks pasir gudang..u hav to say 'pusat bandar' and if u wanna go to jb..it's 'bandar'..and yet, if u ride an express bus n it is supposed to stop at jb, it actually will stop specifically at larkin..

well2..initially i was nothing but penin..but then, experience is the best teacher..in my very own hometown, i never ride a bus..thats y i'm having one hell of a time to learn how to here..i hardly believe it..but, benar belaka..

and makcik kuih always give me hard time when i asked for karipap ubi..she will say "makcik x buat karipap ubi, nak..nie karipap kentang je.." and i simply flash the dazzling smile and beli la karipap kentang..but, my heart beats the rhytme of 'ubi-tue-kentang la..sbb-ubi kentang'"..

x lupe pengalaman tertinggal kunci rumah dlm rumah..dat day was hot with thin clouds in the sky..n i was sweating like mad..it was my fault dat huda was delayed from going back home..n my doing dat made ina's hp rang like alarm-bell..n it's my stupidity dat i thought the price for the door knob is RM1..huh3..at first i was like, "murah nye door knob kat sini"..then, the embarrassing moment came when i gave pakcik tue RM1.."terima kasih" kataku dgn sopan..then, pakcik tue kate dgn knowing smile.."nak, RM16..bukan nye RM1..he3"..i think the hot day must hav an impact on my hearing ability..wink!

..on the way from lunch tadi, Rufai n Sara, my another 2 johorian frens said 2 me.."bdak nie, dtg johor jln2 n9 la..kl la..johor x pusing2 lagik"..hmm..btol gak tue..hmm, bley bawakkn saye??hu3..

anyhow,mmg benar kate pujangga (cheewwaah)..

jauh berjalan, luas pandangan..
byk org, byk ragam..
dimana ade gule, disitu ade semut..
berakit2 ke hulu berenang2 ketepian
bersakit2 dahulu2 bersenang2 kemudian..
dimana bumi dipijak, disitu langit dijunjung..
nasi lemak buah bidara,daun selasih hamba lurutkn,
buang emak buang sedara, kerana kasih hamba turutkn..
(yg 2 last lines such a sorethumb..ha2..saje letak)

yg pasti..

Dan kamu hanya diberikan sedikit sahaja drpd ilmu pengetahuan
(Al-Isra:85)




Thursday, January 27, 2005

it's all coming back to me

[It's All Coming Back to Me ]

I went to my kg last week in Penang to celebrate Raye Haji..amat la best! never mind the distance i hav to travel when there's not much hassle..excpt for travelling alone..alhamdulillah semua nye ok!

as usual, a day b4 celebration, my famili were bz with the cookies and traditional dishes like rendang n all..while i, being realistic and knowing dat cooking is wayyy beyond my ability, played a vital role in arranging (and rearranging..thanx to my nephews n nieces!!)the living area, while watching tv..he3..
(it proves the point dat women are good at multitasking, huh..)

actually, raye2 nie, it is the best moment for an 'ice breaking session' with my granma..i'm not too close with her..mayb bcoz our famili stays in diff state while my other uncles n aunts live next door , n for the fact dat i'm away for quite a while..but anyway, she told me about her experience in Makkah..she went there for quite number of times..very interesting..being a Muslim, a pilgrimage to Makkah is one of five pillars of Islam..hopefully, i'll make it some day..

and of course,
like most of my famili members, sempat gak my granma asked the very-soklan-cepu-mas-->dah ade bf?It's all coming back to me
aiseyyy..lemah dan lemas..
hmm..since they r really interested with dat matter, i suggest i'll give executive power for them to look one for me..
but, i'll hold the veto..hu3..

the last time i went back to penang for raya was 2 yrs back..that were the few last days i'm in msia..It's all coming back to me the moments r still vivid in my memory..and i frame them well in my heart..n i believe thats where i wanna left them buried..

anyhow, i met our x-deputy-p.m dat day..actually, his house is just opposite my granma's..so, when he was on the way to the korban's place, he passed by our house..dpt la tgk from jarak dekat after all these yrs..like everything in my life, he has changed to..physically i mean..
emotionally, i cant comment..wallahualam..

btw, i'm counting the days to breathe the northern air..
tgh penin nk arrange schedule to meet my frens..

weih..korang jgn gi mane2 la..
stay put..


[It's all coming back
It's all coming back to me now
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right]





Wednesday, January 19, 2005

the song

If I should stay,
I would only be in your way.
So I'll go
But I know
I'll think of you every step of the way.

Bittersweet Memories
That's all I'm taking with me.
So, goodbye.Please don't cry.
We both know
I'm not what you-you need

I hope life treats you kind.
And I hope you have all you dream of.
And I'm wishing you joy and happiness.
But above all this - I wish you love.


my fren watched this movie, bodyguard, for keberapa puluh kali the other day..she was sooo touched by the movie..well2, i like the stori gak..feeling, but sekali sekala layan..

anyhow, slm aidiladha..i'm heading back to Penang esok..doakan aku slmt, insyaAllah..






Saturday, January 15, 2005

mari mmbasuh baju

[MARI MMBASUH BAJU]

these past few weeks, i've been doing my own laundry, manually..
yup, my flat doesnt hav a washing machine..it's all like the-good-old-days when i was in hostel..piling up the clothes till the day u feel like washing them..or the day u know u hav to..

if the day is sunny, ur smile enlightens the day even more, realising dat every sweat and sigh of ur 'washing effort' is worth..
but if the sky is dark, sending signals dat rain shall soon pouring the earth, brain starts to think..wat to do with the wet clothes??..(diikuti dgn bunyi 'alamakk, nk ujannn'..terasa sengal2 tangan akibat mmbasuh baju makin berdenyut jee..)been there, done dat..he3

if u let them soak long enuff, small black dots will appear..i dont know wat they call it in english, but in malay, we call it **** lalat..it didnt smells like normal ****, but it will surely spoilt the appearance of our branded-but-not-so-cool-but-i-still-buy-it-though-it-cost-my-allowance-dearly or not-so-branded-but-it's-cool-and-cheap-dat-i-can-buy-another-ten clothes..he3..and i bet, i wont feel like wearing them too..it will feel mcm x best..a feeling only ppl who has been there can explain....hav u??he3..

a coincident it may be, but there is another type of dots ppl dont realize happens..no..not dat dots on our face..the jerawat is surely dots but they are red, and ppl do realize it, gal..ha3..

the ones i meant are the black dots dat may appear in ur heart..
Rasullullah saw ade bersabda..Siapa yg melakukan satu dosa, maka akan timbul pd hatinya setitik hitam,
sekiranya dia bertaubat akan terkikislah titik hitam itu drp hati nya.
Jika tidak bertaubat, maka titik hitam itu akan terus merebak hingga seluruh hatinya menjadi hitam.
(Riwayat Ibn Majah)


korang x skip bace tue, kn..he3..

tp,kn..think deep..if we dont want to wear a cloth with **** lalat, do we want to hav a heart with black dots??


btw,
sebut psl ujan..i remembered a song mase primary skol..
sing with me!!
tip tap (2x)
ujan dah turun
tip tap (2x)
ujan dah turun
tip tap(2x)
baju dah basah
mari kita ambil payung!!

hmmm..kenape amik payung??kenapa x angkat baju??aihhh..kanak2..mak jugak yg kena angkat baju...aihhh..



Wednesday, January 12, 2005

good2

Our lives are not determined by what happens to us
but by how we react to what happens..
not by what life brings to us
but by the attitude we bring to life..

A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes..

It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results..


eyhh..no..i didnt write dat..he3..my english is not dat good..

tp, looking the first four lines..mmg btol gak..say, ade org buat kite bengang..rase mcm nk hempuk2 je..rase nk jerit kat bantal..tp, kite kena react btol2..
kalo marah2 kat dia..nnt sure gaduh..sakit hati lg, penat nangis lg..abes mate dah x cun..hehee..(been there, done that)..
kalo bersabar..cute sket..x de la idung kembang2..ha3..sbb kalo marah2 kn idung kembang..x caye??try tgk muke mase marah..if u r my fren, u hav 2 believe me..he3
lg pon as our Prophet Muhammad said..a strong person is not the person who throws his adversaries to the ground..a strong person is the one who contains himself when he is angry..

plus, a smile can make a different..tp, not senyum menggatal..ish3..
good stuff can b berjangkit just like menguap..eyhh..ntah ape2 perbandingan tue..tp, i bet most students sedar yg menguap tue berjangkit, kn..same goes for good deeds..just like cite Pay It Forward..sedey kn cite tue..tp, useful mssg..

ok..gtg..ofis hr dah abes..

l8r!

wasslm





Saturday, January 08, 2005

FAQ

[FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS]



*Wassup with this blog's name?
When i'm introducing my name, ppl always say 'pelik nye name...'so, i've deecided to use the quote in a more practical way!..walopon fara kate 'weirdo sehhh..'

*Is c00l ur real name?
My family is not dat cool to give me dat name..ha3..but, ,sure la korang kenal aku..aiseyy..

*When do u starts blogging?
Since the day i feel like having one..

*What is ur expectation of this blog?
What i wrote is my thoughts, really..but it is open for discussion and opinion..a closed box, is a dark box..(sauns serius, huh!)

*Do u want ppl to link ur blog?
I dont mind ppl to link my blog, but, with permission, of course..

*Are u single?
(okkk..this Q mmg x de kaitan with my blog, tp, termasuk dlm frequetly-asked-question..ha3)
'single' is my last name till i met the rite one..*wink*

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

2005

2005


Another yr has gone..and so, come the other..

the yr 2005 greets us with a huge disaster..everyone talked and still talking about the tsunami blow..and talking alone wont bring u far..much better if we can help them sincerely(without any pic taken while u r donating)..and the best thing is for us, those who survived and unaffected, to learn from such fiasco..history repeats itself just becoz ppl dont really appreciate such disaster..

yes, i'm saying 'appreciate such disaster'..which means acknowledge the tragedy dat kills thousands innocents and not-so-innocents..which means be grateful as we hav the opportunity to feel and see wat 2005 is like..we need to learn the lesson well..experience is the best teacher..perhaps it is better to learn from other ppl's experience this time as the brunt is unbearable once it happen to us..imagine.......we r at their place..

for me, staying at a flat which is just 4km from the sea shore, i'm wondering wat if the tsunami struck at my humble place..surely i m as hopeless as the others, unable to fight the maddening current..esp when i cant swim at all..and one vital thing lingers in my head, hav i done enuff to secure my place at the most wonderful place afterlife?

looking back, there r too many time wasted for stupid things..by saying dat, i m not saying dat i'm totally a diff person..(dont feel nervous..i'm still c00l laa ;))but we need to b grateful for wat we hav today..today is a gift, dats y it is called present..a present from Allah swt to us..to use it wisely b4 it's time to go..

(and..define 'wisely' wisely..)


p/s:got this words from a local newspaper--->

when one embraces each day as a new beginning,
one celebrates all year long,
each day is an opportunity to nurture the potential in us,
and to enrich lives across the nation.