A Tribute to NEP

A Tribute To NEP


assalammualaikum,

Friendsip last forever..i can sum up the meaning in one word-NEP..
This is a tribute to my gang&bestfrens, back in rps till the day of my last breath..ukhuwah inilah yg aku harapkn berkekaln..insyaAllah

Destiny brought us together under the warm shade of rps hostel..being away from famili for the first time was not a burden as i hav frens to count on..
It's my honour to introduce my bestfrens, in bday order..(nk elak pilih kasih)..hehehhe

syida..we were skolmate during our standard 1 yr but we didnt treasure the frenship just yet..i cant believe we've wasted so many time to become bestfrens..but, i'm thankful dat Allah swt brought us back together..we were bedmate, dormate, klasmate, clubmate(is there such word..heeheh)..small and relatively thin, one shouldnt underestimate her courage..she can rooaarrr!!and kick too..hehehee..she's the main culprit i ended up having this readin-in-the-dark habit..on the bright side, i improved my english, pretty much..but on the other side, i ended up wearing spectacles!!but, my eyes are not as bad as hers..hehehee..bet she still remembered the day when her spec broke and i hav to guide her walking along the corridors and down the stairs..funny!!hehehe
yah..i used to see her walking rather slowly in front of my dorm everyday during my 1st yr at hostel..and her eyes are like blade, man!!huhuhuu..scarryyy..even back then, i didnt dare to greet her..a yr passed without frenship btwn us..but who would ever guess we'll be closed like sisters the next yr..and besides, after noor n syida left for boarding skool and karat left hostel, u give me reasons to b happy in rps..doing crazee stuff like playing rebana for skol's dikir barat team..hhehehe..we were officially mad at that time..and, up till now, i still cannt imagine y our trainer let us play dat stuff..hhehee..we, undoubtedly, ruin the music dat day..yup, blame it on us!
noor..the softest among us..most ppl wonder y she ends up being our frens..she's everything we are not..but, thats y she's here..to calm the maddening sea..hehehee..the one who told us to 'sabar, korang' and 'rilek2' and 'cube bwk brtenang' and 'dah2 la tue'..but sumtimes, she was influenced by us.. hehehhee..she got the nicest handwritting ever..aper2 pon, sroh noor tulih..she's so baik..dats y her hurt can provoke us..and it's no wonder y we can admit of doing the so-called-crime to cik noren.. at that time, my face masked courage of a lion but my heart beats like poisoned rat..hahhahaa..i still remembered, i held one of us hands, and it was as cold as dead man's body..huhuhuu..
karat..the cutest of all..hehehhee..yeah, yeah..i admit..she's like a sister to me..mayb sbb she's the last child..among us, shes the most advanced..with bfs all around..huhuu..guess dats y she got that name from syida..bcoz shes jiwang karat..i remembered when we were dormate in A5, u always listen to music n feeling sorang2..hehehh..but still, no one wants to make her angry..kalo dia marah, even i would feel the tension..hehehee..we were klasmate only once..during my 6months of 4C..bikin havoc kat kelas same2(sbb yah baik..kat klas mcm angel..hehehh)..esp waktu sejarah..cikgu ghani ke name dia eyh??and waktu english ngan ms.tan..waktu econs, sume kecut..eheehe..yg pasti, our joint venture is worth thousands memories..

well, those are my NEP frens..i owe them a lot..if one day i ever forget them, just slap me on my face..

still, i also meet other great frens tru out my journey of life..
every single one is significant to me..
as every single one brings different memory..
and teaches me different things..

I hav a dream

I Hav A Dream


assalammualaikum,

i hav dreams to help our ailing world..huhuhuu..sounds huuggee..but i still remember wat i wrote in a short essay when i attended the petronas interview yrs back..though i lied to my acquaintances by saying dat i hav no idea wat to write at time, i actually hav vivid dreams and exact vocab(i think) to explain my vision..hehhehe..after all, i'm a small town gal a with a big dream..though most of the time we dunno wat lays in front..
during my school years, i always(and still) like biology..i used to read the book till it worn out..and i dont mind reading the xtra stuff (like the scientific name of some extict creatures or the life of some microrganism we cant see with naked eyes!!) for the sake of kuiz alam sekitar di saat most of my frens were about to start form 5 syllabus..ehehe..my frens, including my bio teacher, said i'm gonna hav bright future as a doctor, or anyting related to living creature..me??!i'm thankful for that remark..but i believe..be all u want, dont b all that u need..
now, after 3 yrs leaving my high schol yrs, i am half-engineer..another 2 yrs, insyaallah, i'll become a chem eng..hehehee..a career i never thought i would hav..ppl always says dat students who wanna be eng hafta b good in add.maths and physics..two subjects dat i found not hard, but challenging..hehehhe..
to my personal opinion, being able to handle the subjects well is a credit to a person..but, wats more important is the willingness to learn and accept challenges..we never know where this life leads..dats y i think we hafta to follow our heart, but bring along our brain!!hehhehe..easy said than done..but there's no harm in trying..esp when we hav faith in Him..
now, being here as where i am now, i kinda like it..and i want to be an engineer..and i still the same small town gal with a big dream to fufill..if erin brockovich can change the world by just being an assistant, y cant i??y cant u??esp when we hav the best weapon in the world..the Quran and Sunnah..

easy said than done..but dat doesnt spell impossible..

Higher, Deeper

Higher Deeper


Hey you, what to do
What the world you know comes down on you
You'll feel vile, you hate you
You're loosing your youth
You're loosing your chi

Hey you, keep it cool
Life isn't what you plan but choose
So take time to know you
And just a little of life comes shining through

With just a little hope
The pain you'll cope
Lay truth to your lies
And life will explode... mmm
Fill you up with bliss

Be... higher than mountains
Feel... deeper than seas
Open your eyes and see all the love that you'll feel
Be... higher than mountains
Feel... deeper than seas
Be all that you want,gal
Don't be all that you need

Hey you, life could be
Whatever you want
Wherever it leads
To something someone somewhere
That makes you see
How life should be

Shine your light on those a little low in life and may be
You'll get a little more of love back in your life
More than your heart could give or feel
So take a piece of advice
That I've given to you
Change over your lives
Let it come right thru
Hey now change now right now baby somehow

Whatever you want
Wherever it leads

There's always something I've wanting to say
I hope it's not too late
Just lead your life in
Ways that lets you live free
I know you'll agree

this is Higher, Deeper song by Ferhad..this is one of my fav songs..i always listen to it whenever i i m at my lowest low..or at highest high..act. i hav many other fav songs..most of them r in my real one player..but now, i'm in msia,n i dun hav the comp with me..*sigh*..but yesterday, i as i watched tv, i saw a show on ferhad n he sang the song..hehehehee..i was on the brink of tears..dat bad, huh..it's funny how a song could affect us dat much..and some songs really reflect our inner feeling..may b dats y some ppl use songs to express themselves..love, frustration, happiness, sadness, excitement, etc..but, a song, composed and sang by human, can never beat the beauty of the holy Quran..the words of Allah..only for Him we'll find the true serenity..
dun believe me??try it!

My latest perfume

My Latest Perfume


Assalammualaikum,

so, wats ur fav perfume..u may name a few, may b tonnes..hmmm..some ppl luv collecting perfume..they even make it as a hobby..good2..i, for once, bought my perfume two years ago..when i was in uniten..and i still hav it up till now..and i hardly use it..i think thats y the bottle is still half full..back then, everytime i used it, my fren will sneeze..poor gal!hehhee..but thats not the reason i stopped using it..actually, when i leave msia for some new place, i always forget to apply the sweet aroma of the perfume..and as time goes, i just dont use it anymore..hehehee..pembaziran??not really..
dont u think wearing perfume attracts ppl??silly me!!thats the reason most ppl using it..hehhehe..
but in islam, Rasulullah saw bersabda yg bermaksud..Andai wanita keluar dari rumah memakai bau2an, maka dia sudah dianggap melakukan penzinaan..
hmm..the words are clear enuf..its just the matter we open our eyes or we turned into blind eyes..hehehee..so, wats up with me and my latest perfume??
recently, my baju bau asap la..ish3..teruk btol!the reason is easy..living in this flat provided by my employer, i hav to use ubat nyamuk-coil type everynite..thats y la my baju smells like asap..so, mcm mane eyh nk get rid of the smell..i think, using spray type ubat nyamuk may get rid of the smell but the nyamuk will attack me back during late at nite..mosquitoes at that area are mad!that i can assure u!
guess for the time being, i hav to live with asap..hehehee..life goes on!

baby steps ^_^

Baby Steps ^_^


assalammualaikum,

this is my first blog..previously, i'm just a member of my house's blog..hehehee..yup!my house has a blog!actually thats my housemates' idea..to hav a blog for our own..in case we got separated by fate and dreams..huhuhuu..poyo!and the blog is still hot as ever!
but now, i want to hav my very own blog..so that i dont write too many at the other blog..
tpkn, i'm not really good with this comp thingy..so, this is such a baby step..i may fall and thus, i shall rise..just like my everyday life..
so, frm now on, i will write and u may come now and then to check-up wats new..hehhee..dont expect too much frm me as i may fail u..
this is the stori of my life..come wat may, i will embrace it..insyaAllah..

wasslm

assalammualaikum

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