Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Case #1 is never close as she runs for an escape route. And then she opens a new chapter as she's trying to ignore Case #1. Then suddenly Case #2 peeps over the routine life of hers and leaps into her fear. Thus she takes a deep breath and relax, and looking for answers. And answer is all she gets as she sees another escape route. She settles for something better and never been happier. Until Case #3 is around the corner and coming fast towards her. She tries to find another escape route, but it is a one way road. Thus Case #3 is always following her. And she runs and runs and runs till the sweat drowns her. But she keeps on running and running and running till Case #3 takes over. And it stops right in front of her as she falls on her knees and sprains the ankle. She dares not to look at Case #3 especially as the tears cover her vision. But the tears soon dry up and the vision is never clearer. Obviously Case #3 is a reach away, and the most surprising thing is Case #3 comes in a complete package together with the unsettled business. Clearly the previous escape routes brings her back to square one, meeting with #3, #2 and #1.
And so she realizes. Escape route should never be the choice as it never settles the problem. She can run and she can hide, but the unsettled will always haunt her back. She can lie to others but she cant lie to herself. She drives herself crazy and she has herself to blame.
But she runs again, anyway!