Sunday, March 07, 2010

This life is nothing but a constant battle. Each day is a continuous struggle and we have no choice but to live life for the moment.


I am not an exception. Through challenges in life, I hope I grow up and learnt my lesson well, without repeating the same mistake. Though it is almost impossible, and frustration claims me whenever guilt overwhelms me, I cannot help but feel hurt by my own lack of will.


This life of mine, I pray to Him for guidance. Though I am not the best of His servant, I know there is no better guidance than from Him. Though there are moments when I wish I could disappear for a moment and fly high, it is never coming true. Running from responsibility is a complete cowardice and I hope I will never do that. Everyday things get harder and when an empty house greets me, I wonder what would the end await me?


Broken heart is bad enough, but broken spirit is worse. This life is nothing but a constant battle and I cannot help but wonder if I am noble enough to call myself a fighter.


Every night you cry yourself to sleep

Thinking 'Why does this happen to me?'

Why does every moment have to be so hard?

Hard to believe that….

It's not over tonight

Just give me one more chance to make it right

I may not make it through the night

I wont go home without you