Case #1 is never close as she runs for an escape route. And then she opens a new chapter as she's trying to ignore Case #1. Then suddenly Case #2 peeps over the routine life of hers and leaps into her fear. Thus she takes a deep breath and relax, and looking for answers. And answer is all she gets as she sees another escape route. She settles for something better and never been happier. Until Case #3 is around the corner and coming fast towards her. She tries to find another escape route, but it is a one way road. Thus Case #3 is always following her. And she runs and runs and runs till the sweat drowns her. But she keeps on running and running and running till Case #3 takes over. And it stops right in front of her as she falls on her knees and sprains the ankle. She dares not to look at Case #3 especially as the tears cover her vision. But the tears soon dry up and the vision is never clearer. Obviously Case #3 is a reach away, and the most surprising thing is Case #3 comes in a complete package together with the unsettled business. Clearly the previous escape routes brings her back to square one, meeting with #3, #2 and #1.
And so she realizes. Escape route should never be the choice as it never settles the problem. She can run and she can hide, but the unsettled will always haunt her back. She can lie to others but she cant lie to herself. She drives herself crazy and she has herself to blame.
But she runs again, anyway!

i hv a question to ask-wat is love and wat is trust?

and that question leads to this one-can we love someone we dont trust?

or if i can re-phrase the question-can an absence of trust build up love?

and so i wonder-which one comes first, love then trust?

i mean-we can start to trust someone, then love will come in, rite?

but something bothers me-how come u still love someone when trust started to die?

so, the first question comes back haunting me-wat is love and wat is trust?

and that question leads to this one-wat happen if both are shattered glass?

or if i can re-phrase the question-wat happen if the things that shattered u are love and trust?

and so i wonder-how to start over?

i mean-we can really patch up broken love and betrayed trust,huh?

but something bothers me more-how to live with such tragedy?

so tell me, wat is love and wat is trust?

the regular visitors will realize it..and being the writer herself, i'm surely realize that this blog is almost dead..yeah, being a student, without a doubt, giving u more time to do a lot of things easily..who would ever thought..i always consider my uni years are going to be the busiest moments of my life..but, surprise, surprise! uni years are surreal..busy, of course! but busiest, they are surely not..

now, working life is a different ballroom altogether..it re-define the word 'busy', 'priority', 'headache', 'due date' , to name a few..it re-configure your body system and your human relation..

different environments re-define and re-configure our life..
or do they?

a plant is still a plant eventho it is found on land or in water..the only thing that differs is the mechanism to survive in different environment..and a plant is still a plant, regardless where you find it..

meaning? meaning, they said i should write things straight to the point, without going around the bush..