..last nite i watched national geo on astro..the documentary "the flight that fought back" is about plane United 93 that was hijacked by the al-qaeda ppl..but the crews and passengers fight for their life and failed the mission of the al-qaeda ppl to attack Washington DC..for me, wat ever happened on the flight is to remain unknown no matter how many facts they provide, esp when i know national geo is one of the many companies that suppport the invasion of Palestine by the Zionis..

..they said many innocents were killed..yes, undoubtedly..public ppl, young adorable children, teenagers with promising future, the next line of leaders, high profile businessmen and grandmother of whoever..relatives of the victims are crying for help..but most of the times, they speak proudly of the heroic qualities of their loved once who didnt give up till the last second of their lifes..bravo, kudos!

..so, all lense on America..so, all ppl knows, esp Americans..who to blame?..

but how about Iraq?Palestine?or should I write the countless more?

..now, lemme say, again.. many innocents were killed..yes, undoubtedly..public ppl, young adorable children, teenagers with promising future, the next line of leaders, high profile businessmen and grandmother of whoever..relatives of the victims are crying for help..but most of the times, they speak proudly of the heroic qualities of their loved once who didnt give up till the last second of their lifes..bravo, kudos!

..so, all lense on Palestine..so, all ppl knows..who to blame?..eyhh, wait!!those lines dont belong here..NOT all lense on Palestine..

so, not all ppl knows,esp Muslims, who called each other "brothers and sisters"..who to blame?

the reporters who dont do their job?the double standard world we are living now? or the Muslims who dare not to know their very own history? Muslims just dont care is it?

so, go! go ahead and dont care..it's only when the gun is pointed to you, you'll feel the real deal of unhearded cries..

so they ask me, wat i really got from the re-orientation

...it reminds me of a small town girl who is eager to see the world...

...it reminds me of a girl who wrote a note that says 'give way, guys..i hav better things to do'...

...it reminds me of the dream, to change the world but not in a flip second...

...it reminds me of the responsibility that falls on her shoulder, heavy, but worth it...

...the reality is, it is very, very selfish to think about my micro tiny problems when there are many, many mega tera problems that need to be tackled...

certainly, obviously,

...it reminds me of her...

...welcome back, and welcome world!...

..there's too many stories i wanna tell and share with my frens..but as the screen comes alive, i'm lost for words..maybe bcos watever i wanna say, it's more than words..do you believe in the power of silence?..silence that can rip your heart and soul soo much but it never shows..silence that can build your inner self but it never stays alone..

..most of the time i wish i can fly to the far far away land..a place where i'm away from troubles of life..but the best thing to do to overcome your greatest fear, is to face it alone, head on! ..

..well, dont worry too much about me..the bumps in the road will only alert me while driving on this trudging road..come low or high times, you will always find me here, soo far far away from the far far away land..

..reality check-up is wat everyone needs to double check the theories u've claimed over and oer again that u understand..to give up half way or to go tru the rain will depend on how u define the so-called understanding..

..u know the life is tough, but u stand like a fragile thing..u know the challenge is your faithful company, but u hate it like it weakens ur soul and body..u know crying wont solve a thing, but the tears are enough for a swim..

..u know, wat we seek, is more than wat the world can offer..