Thursday, October 05, 2006

I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar

I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes the silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me

Been busy till lately when things started to cool down with my uni stuff. As cliche as it may sound, time runs fast. Faster than my sprinting capability, I shall say. Now, at the end of the foreign road, I slowly look back on the years I left behind and never fail to wonder bout the years to come. The melancholic drama wont start here, well, not just yet, at least.

So weird when we once felt that we cant do the impossible but then, it turned out to be ok, and even better sometimes.

In this busy life of a student, I almost forgot about an ambitious girl who wants to fly high. I almost forgot bout the girl who loves doing adventurous stuff. I almost forgot the girl who takes worthy risk. I almost forgot the girl who loves to laugh and enjoy every moment she can. I almost forgot the girl who dont sweat the small stuff. I almost forgot bout the girl who looks things so positive that she hardly sees hurdles in life. Well, luckily she is not all gone.

The study period is almost finished, iAllah. Hopefully I can finish everything perfectly and start more meaningful steps in life. I am a different girl all together. But I still have the very same dreams embedded inside my heart and soul. No matter people know or not, I have very clear vision on what I want to do with my life. This time around, not even a charming prince with lots of ferrero rocher can stop me.

For me, dreams are like stars, hidden by the sunlite, but shine tru the dark sky of nites. The world spins, but there are always there, waiting for me to look up and climb up high. Fly beyond the limitless boundary, jump from one fatty clouds to the other and slide on the enchanting rainbows. Rains and lightning sometimes get into the nerves but they refresh the earth and freshen the body to give me energy to fight the devil inside me.

Stars are like my dreams that never fail to enlighten me. Faithful companions who promise me of better tomorrows and remind me of today that I embrace. And also of yesterdays that hav taught me a lot. A lot.

This earth reminds me of everything that I want to be, just because this earth reminds me of Him.

Guide me tru this journey, O Allah.

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