Sunday, July 17, 2005

left the rest to The All-Knowing

THE EXAM

it ended about a month ago..i hav no time to ponder about it bcs i'm bz with the Games..all i know, i've done my best and i left the rest to The All-Knowing

THE GAMES

it went smoothly..lacking sleep n rest for days..all hard work pays..though i didnt enjoy the Games 100%ly, i learnt a lot from it..trying to look at it in different perspective, it is not merely a game..
u saw the struggle to win, the determination in every eye, the perseverance dat never give in, the sweat dat never leave the shirt dry..u heard the cheer dat boosted the strained muscles, the voices dat echoed their own fav team..u felt the heat between teams, the sweet encouragement of your teammates or even the unwanted boooo from the foe..
and u saw ppl with diff character..those who hav guts to date when it is wrong, those who flirt when it is also wrong, those who forgot her/his solat when they know to ignore it is also wrong..it's not us to judge, but left the rest to The All-Knowing

THE TRIP

life take turns in a funny way sometimes..i prepared myself for a long trip, but i ended spending most of my time at the last place i wanna be at that moment..never mind..i never know wats the best for me..we planned and He planned, and He is the best planner..
the decision i made to stay and let my best fren continued the journey by herself is the hardest yet..but i never regret..as the only reason we should seek, lies in His blessing..
the memories i hold close to my heart, sometimes will bring tears to the eyes and ruin my best fortress, but if dats wat i hav to face, i'm happily struggling it..
the lesson i learnt over there worth wayyy more than the flight ticket's price..and the responsible i bear, weight heavier than anything else..but we are tested based on our ability as He never burden us with anything we cant carry..the trip gave me a lot, and i will work hard, and left the rest to The All-Knowing

THE HOMECOMING

i'm happy to be home..it's time for another semester..i dont think it would be any different than previous..but with all the fond memories and fragile hopes, i look at life in a wider aspect..
i dont stand alone in this wide world..thus my grades dont depend on me myself..help myself and help others..but if i dont help myself, i dont help others..wat goes around comes around..care for others, then they will care for you..ignore others, then they will ignore you..
even when we care for others but they ignore us, we continue to care, bcos we left the rest to The All-Knowing

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