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[Bertemu cinta teragung
Di dalam sujudku asyik menyanjung
Umpama pengembara di malam gelita
Dan tuk cinta-Nya menerangi jiwa

Sekian lama terbiar
Dalam belantara hidup nan liar
Di bukit ku tersepit di lembah terhina
Hidup yang perit mengajarku mencari cinta

Ku sangka teguh
Kiranya masih rapuh
Kusangka mudah namun amat payah

Kusedar semua pasti ada akhirnya
Moga akhirku diselimut cinta
Cinta agung-Nya

Sekian lama diri terlalai
Kehidupan terabai
akhirnya aku temui kedamaian abadi ]

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........setelah mengalami nervous breakdown selama beberapa hari, i wake up this morning with otak yg lbey normal dan hati yg dah penat memakan diri nya sdr..maka, tiba lah saat utk terus ke depan dengan meninggalkan masa lepas yg obviously, dah lepas..mcm dlm cerita laila isabella tue, rosyam ade cakap...

"yg lepas biar jadi sejarah, mase depan biar jadi hak kite!"....

........mase aku lower form, kalo aku tension, satu skolah tau kot..hehhee..tp, kite matured as we go on with this life..lame2 aku dah byk bersabar...so, aku mls nk tunjuk muke toye aku kat sume org..tp, kadang2 aku terlepas gak ngan muke kurang cun tue..huhuu..so, aku mintak maaf kat sume org, housemate aku, kawan2 aku yg terpaksa melayan ketidaktentuan hati ini....

........for me, this yr has been such a tough yr for me...i learnt mighty lotssssssss mase i'm back at msia last yr n they affect me till now....about my famili, my famili, my famili and my personal life...getting older is not just getting closer to see Him, but also making you realise the responsibility you have to ppl surround you..how your smallest decision will affect others, esp those who care...

.......the lesson in life is not in the victory solely, but in the struggle mostly....

.......those who fall, it is not important to know where you fell, but where you slipped....

........like the saying said, the ship is safe at the harbour, but that's not what a ship is built for...

.......ok, homework time!