I avoid conflict like a plague
When there’s a case, I'll make myself scarce
No point of adrenaline rush,
Because when there's a crash, I'll say 'hush'
Yes, I am not a born fighter
I cower with the first glimpse of fear
I'll get my blanket and hide somewhere in the corner
Waiting for the knight in shining armor
But it has been hundred years
And my heart can wait no longer
The room is getting darker
And I think the knight never know that I am here
I may not be a fighter
But I always know I am practical
When someone's not here to bring me to haven
I think I should just crawl to the shelter
Though fear is like a shadow behind my shoulder
As long as I cling to the promise of the sun
The brightness will blind me from the darkness
Guess my knight will have to trace my tears I left on trail
If he ever wants to say hello
I am a believer
And if He says will be, it will
The bitter is getting better
And I am further away from beaten
By God’s will, Amiin


Better man
by Robbie WIlliams

Send someone to love me; I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm in pouring rain
Give me endless summer, Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old before my time

As my soul heals the shame, I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can to be a better man

Go easy on my conscience 'cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught to take the blame
Rest assured my angels will catch my tears
Walk me out of here I'm in pain

Once you've found that lover you're homeward bound
Love is all around
I know some have fallen on stony ground
But Love is all around

There are happy times,
There are challenging times,
But you are my friend,
All the time
Be strong to face life, as I know you can
But if you need to break and cry
He listens, and He surely guides

I am a middle child who is caught in the middle
Luckily I am not a middle age person or it might be a mid-life crisis all together

I prefer to be outside the circle as the circumstances maybe circulated
Hopefully I am not encircled by them or I will feel enclosed and keep on closing

I am speechless to explain the so-called unspeakable
Especially when the spoken words are renditions

I am an escapee who is trying to escape this scoop
Expectantly I am no scapegoat to those who is after someone’s throat

I am optimist who opts for optimization
Hopefully opportunity is no optical illusion

I am feeling a bit flattened after a fall
Possibly when I fall, I fall hard and full of feelings

I am not heart broken though my heart ache
Those heartless human only hardens me as humanely as possible

I am still standing like a statue amidst a stampede
Perhaps the reason I stood steady is because I lack sanity

I am who I am
I have played demon and angel
I have broken down and built up
I have drown and emerged
I have gave up and kept on
I have gone full cycle but I am yet to reach my destination

If it is the journey that really counts
Then I will give my flesh and skin for you to scar
Mark my word but don't touch my heart

Good Riddance (Time of Your Life)
by Green Day

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So, make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable but, in the end, is right
I hope you had the time of your life

So, take the photographs and still-frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but, in the end, is right
I hope you had the time of your life