pasir gudang, the ending

[Pasir Gudang: The Ending]

tomorrow is my last practical day..

*~which means i'm out of here..
(out of MSE)

*~which means i'm going back to the north..
(to the embrace of my hometown)

*~which means it's about time 4 uni, again..
(good grades, FOR REAL!)

*~which means i've gained lots of memories..
some r good (working environment)..
some r bad (certain working environment)..
some r funny (spontaneous or slapstick)..
some r irritating (not worth remembering)..
some r just, watever..(yeah, watever!)

*~which means i've changed to some extend..
(achne prob, among others)

*~which means i've seen world in larger view..
(the least is that i was at spore-msia border)

*~which means i hav enuff of some 'thing'..
(another of 'it' within this short time, i'll go crazee)

*~which means i'm looking forward for other 'thing'..
(talking about wind of change..)

*~which means i've met new ppl..
some ppl i like( my johorian frens etc)..
some i dont (sorri, i cant help it..)..
some ppl like me (i think so..)..
some just dont (sure nyer..getting used to it)..

*~which means i appreciate every good stuff i learnt..
(will guide me, hopefully)

*~which means i'm thankful for bad things happened as they also taught me lottss..
(good girl dont cry...much)

*~which means i'm sorry for all my misbehaviours, rudeness and rejections..
(dark side of me..no one's perfect but dats not the reason to hurt ppl....i knowww..)

*~which means, my apologies if i ever hurt ur feeling..
(if u never see me being serious, this is the time..)

what matter most is,

Today is my 2nd last practical day
so, wats next?!

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[Boleh jadi kamu mmbenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu,
dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui
(Al-Baqarah: 216)]

family man

[Family Man]

the last episode of Family Man was aired last tuesday..hmm..not a bad stori..actually watching chinese opera is always my fav past time..or part time..he3..especially every weekdays on tv3..with my sisters n mum..my fav chinese actor is Louis Khoo..his kinda a bit dark for a chinese guy..but, who cares anyways..

back to Family Man..it's a stori about a loving adorable single dad who takes care of his 4 daughters..daughters with lots of attitude..i onli watched the last few episodes bcoz i wasnt been introduced to it b4 that..but, its not that hard to join the pieces together n understand the storiline..

what affects me most was the last episode which reflected the sacrifices made by the grey-haired dad all tru his life..and it reminds me of my own dad, in some kind of way..

my dad is the one who nurtures me to love sport e.g hockey n netball..n i dont mind watching football..in fact, if i'm miles from home, watching football match reminds me of my dad and the kacang pagoda he always eats during the game..he teaches me the beauty of my individuality..guide me to think like a wise man..and to be resposible like a man and yet, behave like a lady..he gives heaps useful advices..just like the dad in Family Man..the one which rings most in my head is to appreciate ppl in front of u..very true..

..thinking tru, it's odd how, sometimes,

we really want something dats far reaching and forget to embrace watever lays in front..

and how many times in my life i've mulled over the past and missed all the excitement and opportunity dats present offers..

and the moments where mistakes and obstacles conquered the mind n blurred the silver lightning flashed..

and the countless time for me to rush to uni n disregard the scenery the city grants..(may b i should go to uni earlier..he3..)

thus, i'm making conclusions dat..

forget not the past,
as history teaches ppl,

neglect not the present,
as today pictures future,

ignore not the dream,
as the power it brings,
is the hardest to beat..